AMIDST THE CHAOS


 
Here I sit, blank. I tell myself that the best is yet to come. As days go by in the blink of an eye, I fear the end is near. Hold onto faith my soul cries out. Do not fold, do not cave as you learn how to behave in this new world.

It will take time this I find as my mind adjusts. Push through I’m told but I don’t know if I have it in me to be bold. Amidst the chaos I yearn for peace. I’m still learning to extend grace to myself, I wonder will it ever go back to normal?

I can’t go outside, stuck inside these four walls, trying to give it my all when I really want to scream. This was never supposed to be my dream. I need to blow off steam but amidst the chaos things are slow to progress.

I pray we don’t regress, as I confess my heart. Soon I’ll lay me down to sleep. One day at a time until we can say we made it to the other side. Amidst the chaos a new thing awaits.
 

 
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